Just a quick post to let you know what the podiatrist had to say yesterday...
There is no infection in my toe. It is healing nicely and should return to normal in a few months. He was even optimistic about the growth of a new toenail. I had been told by two other doctors that it would not return, or if it did, it would be deformed and ugly. He gave me an antifungal cream to apply which may allow the toenail to grow back normally. It will be a few months before we'll know for sure, but YAY! At least it's possible!
Thanks for your prayers. When my primary care placed me on a second round of antibiotics and scheduled an "emergency" visit with the podiatrist, I was pretty shaken.
I am so thankful all is well and praise God for the good news.
Hopefully that will be the last you will hear of my toe. Now, back to our regularly scheduled programming...
Dawn
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Wednesday Weigh-in: Week 11
Bad week, y'all...
I gained 0.4 of a pound
lowering my weight-loss total to 20.8 pounds.
Isn't it nice that My Fitness Pal rounds up so my little badge in the sidebar still says 21 pounds lost?!!!
Ah, well...it was a strange and difficult week, so I won't be too hard on myself. There was a Christmas party and a broken bone. I have not logged into My Fitness Pal since the injury because life has been a little "off" since then.
I took Orville to orthopedist on Monday. He did not need a cast; the break is really high on the humerus, making a cast difficult/unnecessary. The break is a greenstick fracture which will grow back on its own. Still, we have to keep the arm in a sling and immobilized. And he is disappointed that he has a broken bone but no cast for his friends to sign. I'm trying to think of something we can make, like a paper mache cast or a memory book, that his friends can sign.
And keeping his arm still is REALLY HARD TO DO
Monday, December 13, 2010
Rosetta Stone Give-away
Michael and I had a talk just last night with Orville about his Japanese studies. He has been "studying" Japanese for a couple years with Rosetta Stone and really enjoys it.
Why Japanese, you ask?
We don't know.
He just always wanted to learn it, and God provided two levels of RS at a price we couldn't pass up.
Well, last night we were discussing our goals for next semester and decided that it would be more profitable for Orville and me to study Korean together. I am currently tutoring two Korean children and learned last week that I have been adopted by the Korean community.
It seems my Korean friends actually consider me to be "Korean".
Isn't that sweet?
Well, if I'm Korean, then I need to know a little of the language. Orville wants to join me and sees the value in learning a language that he can practice with native speakers.
Now, here's a chance for us to win a Level 1 Homeschool edition of Rosetta Stone for the language of our choice. If we win, can you guess what we'll choose???
You can enter for a chance to win, too. Here's how...
Now is the perfect time to give your child the gift of possibilities for the holidays with Rosetta Stone Homeschool — and you can WIN a Level 1 Homeschool program, language of your choice (valued at $249)!
Right now Rosetta Stone is having a special Holiday promotion on our Homeschool Edition program and we’d like you to help spread the word! Everyone can save up to $150 on Rosetta Stone Homeschool by visiting our website at http://www.RosettaStone.com/hsw1110.
By helping us spread the word you can win a Rosetta Stone Homeschool Edition Level 1 program, language of your choice, valued at $249.
This is a computer based curriculum and Rosetta Stone will also include a headset with microphone, and a supplementary “Audio Companion” CD so you can practice lessons in the car, on the go, or where-ever!
Students participate in life-like conversations and actually produce language to advance through the program. Rosetta Stone incorporates listening, reading, grammar, vocabulary and writing along with speaking and pronunciation lessons. For parents, the new Parent Administrative Tools are integrated into the program to allow parents to easily enroll up to ten students in any of 12 predetermined lesson plans, monitor student progress, grade completed work (the program grades the work automatically as the students progress), and you can view and print reports for transcripts. Homeschooling a lot of kids at your house? This program is designed to enroll and track up to ten students (five users on two computers) and will work for nearly all ages — from beginning readers up to college students.
To win this program, copy these paragraphs and post them in (or as) your next blog post, and/OR post about this contest on your facebook page. Then go to the original page at
http://www.othersuchhappenings.com/2010/12/rosetta-stone-giveaway-yay.html
and leave a comment saying that you’ve posted about, or have linked to, the contest. Please make sure the link works to get back to the original contest page when you post, and good luck!
Quoted from http://www.othersuchhappenings.com/
Blessings,
Dawn
Why Japanese, you ask?
We don't know.
He just always wanted to learn it, and God provided two levels of RS at a price we couldn't pass up.
Well, last night we were discussing our goals for next semester and decided that it would be more profitable for Orville and me to study Korean together. I am currently tutoring two Korean children and learned last week that I have been adopted by the Korean community.
It seems my Korean friends actually consider me to be "Korean".
Isn't that sweet?
Well, if I'm Korean, then I need to know a little of the language. Orville wants to join me and sees the value in learning a language that he can practice with native speakers.
Now, here's a chance for us to win a Level 1 Homeschool edition of Rosetta Stone for the language of our choice. If we win, can you guess what we'll choose???
You can enter for a chance to win, too. Here's how...
Now is the perfect time to give your child the gift of possibilities for the holidays with Rosetta Stone Homeschool — and you can WIN a Level 1 Homeschool program, language of your choice (valued at $249)!
Right now Rosetta Stone is having a special Holiday promotion on our Homeschool Edition program and we’d like you to help spread the word! Everyone can save up to $150 on Rosetta Stone Homeschool by visiting our website at http://www.RosettaStone.com/hsw1110.
By helping us spread the word you can win a Rosetta Stone Homeschool Edition Level 1 program, language of your choice, valued at $249.
This is a computer based curriculum and Rosetta Stone will also include a headset with microphone, and a supplementary “Audio Companion” CD so you can practice lessons in the car, on the go, or where-ever!
Students participate in life-like conversations and actually produce language to advance through the program. Rosetta Stone incorporates listening, reading, grammar, vocabulary and writing along with speaking and pronunciation lessons. For parents, the new Parent Administrative Tools are integrated into the program to allow parents to easily enroll up to ten students in any of 12 predetermined lesson plans, monitor student progress, grade completed work (the program grades the work automatically as the students progress), and you can view and print reports for transcripts. Homeschooling a lot of kids at your house? This program is designed to enroll and track up to ten students (five users on two computers) and will work for nearly all ages — from beginning readers up to college students.
To win this program, copy these paragraphs and post them in (or as) your next blog post, and/OR post about this contest on your facebook page. Then go to the original page at
http://www.othersuchhappenings.com/2010/12/rosetta-stone-giveaway-yay.html
and leave a comment saying that you’ve posted about, or have linked to, the contest. Please make sure the link works to get back to the original contest page when you post, and good luck!
Quoted from http://www.othersuchhappenings.com/
Blessings,
Dawn
The Injured Party
So every year our church has a caroling party.
And every year, one of us is injured or sick on the date of the party.
Four years ago, Michael stepped on one of my sewing needles. I thought for sure I had put that thing back in my little magnetic storage case which had been placed back inside my sewing basket. Evidently not, because his heel found it, and he had to go to the hospital and have it surgically removed. It was millimeters from the bone. Ack! He stayed home to recover while the boys and I went caroling without him.
Three years ago, I had just had major surgery and wasn't quite back up to speed. Brushing my hair was an accomplishment then. Walking the neighborhood while singing would have felt like climbing Mount Everest, or something really hard like that. So Michael took the boys, and I stayed home to recover.
The next year Michael had pneumonia. It was just me and the boys again.
Last year, I was sick (not with pneumonia, thankfully, but just good and sick) and Michael took the boys and a batch of Nutter Butter snowmen cookies.
When I injured my toe two weeks ago, I jokingly said, "Well, it's almost time for the caroling party. Someone in this family had to get hurt." I wondered if I would be able to attend since wearing a shoe felt like torture at the time.
However I was able to wear my loosest-fitting pair of tennis shoes by Monday without passing out, so I decided to go. I was determined that our family would finally attend the party together. I guarded my foot (because even though I'm back in shoes, it is not completely healed and if someone stepped on my toe...ahhhh!), and we all made it there.
At Last!
However, I was not to be the only injured party....
While playing outside, Orville fell from the play equipment. His left arm took the impact, and he has a greenstick fracture in his humerus.
Which isn't very humorous.
But it's not too serious, either.
He is currently in a splint, and I am taking him to the orthopedist this afternoon to have it set.
He is doing well and being very brave. The ER doctor prescribed a pain reliever, and it is keeping the pain in check. He had trouble sleeping Friday and Saturday nights...difficult to find a comfortable position. He did sleep well last night, though, and is adjusting to life with one functioning arm. He should heal quickly and be good as new within a couple months.
Some might say The Injured Party is a thing of bad luck or a stroke of fate against us. However, we believe that Providence says, Whatever God ordains must be; but the wisdom of God never ordains any thing without a purpose. (Spurgeon, God's Providence, Sermon on Ezekiel 1:15-19), and through it all we are learning when trouble comes, disease comes, pestilence comes, smile at it, and say:
We are thankful for God's protection and trust in His Providence. He has a purpose for all things, and we give Him praise.
Dawn
And every year, one of us is injured or sick on the date of the party.
Four years ago, Michael stepped on one of my sewing needles. I thought for sure I had put that thing back in my little magnetic storage case which had been placed back inside my sewing basket. Evidently not, because his heel found it, and he had to go to the hospital and have it surgically removed. It was millimeters from the bone. Ack! He stayed home to recover while the boys and I went caroling without him.
Three years ago, I had just had major surgery and wasn't quite back up to speed. Brushing my hair was an accomplishment then. Walking the neighborhood while singing would have felt like climbing Mount Everest, or something really hard like that. So Michael took the boys, and I stayed home to recover.
The next year Michael had pneumonia. It was just me and the boys again.
Last year, I was sick (not with pneumonia, thankfully, but just good and sick) and Michael took the boys and a batch of Nutter Butter snowmen cookies.
When I injured my toe two weeks ago, I jokingly said, "Well, it's almost time for the caroling party. Someone in this family had to get hurt." I wondered if I would be able to attend since wearing a shoe felt like torture at the time.
However I was able to wear my loosest-fitting pair of tennis shoes by Monday without passing out, so I decided to go. I was determined that our family would finally attend the party together. I guarded my foot (because even though I'm back in shoes, it is not completely healed and if someone stepped on my toe...ahhhh!), and we all made it there.
At Last!
However, I was not to be the only injured party....
While playing outside, Orville fell from the play equipment. His left arm took the impact, and he has a greenstick fracture in his humerus.
Which isn't very humorous.
But it's not too serious, either.
He is currently in a splint, and I am taking him to the orthopedist this afternoon to have it set.
He is doing well and being very brave. The ER doctor prescribed a pain reliever, and it is keeping the pain in check. He had trouble sleeping Friday and Saturday nights...difficult to find a comfortable position. He did sleep well last night, though, and is adjusting to life with one functioning arm. He should heal quickly and be good as new within a couple months.
Some might say The Injured Party is a thing of bad luck or a stroke of fate against us. However, we believe that Providence says, Whatever God ordains must be; but the wisdom of God never ordains any thing without a purpose. (Spurgeon, God's Providence, Sermon on Ezekiel 1:15-19), and through it all we are learning when trouble comes, disease comes, pestilence comes, smile at it, and say:
"He that has made his refuge God,
Shall find a most secure abode;
Shall walk all day beneath his shade,
And there at night shall rest his head."
Let this be thy shield to keep off the thrusts of distress,
let this be thy high rock against all the winds of sorrow. Sing,
"Though the way may be rough, it cannot be long,
So smooth it with hope, and cheer it with song."
We are thankful for God's protection and trust in His Providence. He has a purpose for all things, and we give Him praise.
Dawn
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Wednesday Weigh-in: Week 10
So here's some good news...
I'm wearing shoes again! I was able to wear my loosest-fitting tennis shoes yesterday. It was uncomfortable, but not excruciating.
I was able to do some light exercise on the Gazelle yesterday, too! Thank you for your prayers. The Lord is healing my toe, much faster than I anticipated. He has blessed my dieting efforts this week as well. This week...
I lost 1.6 lbs.
bringing my weight-loss total to 21.2 lbs!
Okay, since I have lost consistently for ten weeks (there was one week with no loss, but no gain either), I want to share a little tip.
This is the first time I have dieted that I have not tried to eat particular foods in particular amounts. For example, dieting in the past has always meant eating at least one salad every day. For some reason, in my world, diet = salad.
Well, after a week of salads, I get tired of them and my stomach begins to cramp. Not pleasant...and after a few weeks, I start "cheating" and eating things like potato chips.
That restrictive feeling of having to eat a certain number of fruits and veggies each day while keeping the fat to a minimum and watching carbs... aaaahhhhh! It always backfires. It makes everything except for salad seem like the forbidden fruit, and I want the "bad stuff" all the more.
Before I began this diet, I evaluated my eating habits and found they weren't really that bad. Most nights I cook dinner at home and include lean meat and a couple veggies. Breakfast usually consists of something good, too. Lunch was my most problematic meal where I often opted for something fast, like PBJ's. I have made the biggest change there, substituting lean meat sandwiches or lower-calorie soup.
Simply put, I am counting calories but I don't get too worked up about how those calories stack up. I'm eating fruits and veggies every day, yes, but not a salad. And I'm not eating according to any set diet plan. No counting carbs or eating cabbage or counting sevings of each food group or points. I eat as best as I can each day and keep track of it, stopping at 1500-1600 calories.
I make room for some things I enjoy, too. For instance, I like to start my day with a soda, not diet, the real thing, so I have that one soda each day. It's my cup of coffee, y'all.
And there is plenty of room in my food budget for snacks. Sometimes even potato chips...not the whole bag. I have to keep to the serving sizes but I remind myself that getting to have 14 chips occasionally is better than no chips at all.
I am trying to learn to live with self-control which I know is a fruit of the Spirit and so I pray about these things. I know when I am lacking in one of the fruits that I am sinning and must repent. When I am struggling with patience, kindness, gentleness, self-control, etc., I must pray for extra measures of grace. Those fruits are not my work but the work of the Holy Spirit.
I covet your prayers and appreciate them so. Please pray for me this week as follows:
- Complete recovery of my toe. Praise the Lord and give Him thanks for the healing thus far and that I can wear shoes again. Ask Him to help me as I get in small exercise routines each day and work back up to my norm.
- For continued self-control, particularly through the holidays. There's a lot of blogging going on about how we are to celebrate and about the bah-humbug syndrome. Not trying to fall into that category...there's no inner-grinch residing within me. However, this is, for me, not the time for grand and long-lasting celebrations. I plan to enjoy particular days with family, but cannot use the holiday season as an excuse to indulge day-after-day. Though there are many who are in a position to let the wine and cookies flow and can celebrate His goodness and abundance this month, for me, that would not be worshipping God but self serving.
- For my friends who are dieting with me.
- For God to be glorified.
Happy Healthy Living!
Dawn
Monday, December 6, 2010
Olive Plants Sale! 50% OFF!
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| All of my soaps make great gifts or stocking stuffers! Don't miss this sale! |
I am getting ready to close down the soap shop for the year which means I'm ready to move the remaining inventory. I have marked down everything to my rock-bottom prices, many items are 50% off.
Don't forget...if you buy 3, you get 1 free. Plus I offer free shipping on orders of $25 or more.
Earn an additional 10% discount by helping me advertise the sale by posting on your blog! Comment below with a link to your post to receive the discount.
Click here or the "Olive Plants Soap" tab above to see my Christmas specials!
Happy Soapin'!
Dawn
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Olive Plants Soap for Sale! Last Week Sale!
Because there is only one week left for me to guarantee shipping in time for Christmas,
I am offering a...
LAST WEEK SALE!
Buy 3, Get 1 Free!
through December 10, 2010
Free shipping on orders of $25 or more!
Earn an additional10% discount by
posting on your blog about my sale!
Email me at homeschooldawn (at) gmail (dot) com with a link to your ad
to receive your discount. Thanks! :)
Earn an additional10% discount by
posting on your blog about my sale!
Email me at homeschooldawn (at) gmail (dot) com with a link to your ad
to receive your discount. Thanks! :)
I am happy to announce that I am now selling Christmas novelty soaps online, right here at Olive Plants. To see my full line of olive oil, goat's milk or glycerin soaps, click the "Olive Plants Soap" tab beneath my blog header, or click here if you are a subscriber.
I think you'll like what you'll find. Like this...
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| Mmm...cupcake soap! Do I eat it or bathe with it??? Makes a perfect teacher gift! And comes in a gift box!! |
or maybe this...
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| I have lots of fun soaps for the kiddos on your gift list! Great stocking stuffers and they encourage hand washing! |
or perhaps this...
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| These sparkling snowflakes will make your bath glisten! |
Have I got your attention yet?
Good...hop on over! I have many more soaps available, all of which make great stocking stuffers or Christmas gifts. They're all reasonaby priced, too. Plus, shipping is free on orders of $25 or more!
You will find prices and ordering instructions on the Olive Plants Soaps page. I look forward to doing business with you!
Happy Soapin'!
Dawn
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Wednesday Weigh-in: Week 9
I was really worried about this week's weigh-in.
Really, really worried.
But...
I lost 4 lbs
bringing my total weight loss to 19.6 lbs!
Since the toe incident, however, I have not felt well and have not eaten well. When I went to the doctor, I received 3 shots...tetanus, antibiotics and steroids. The combo knocked me for a loop with some major side-effects. So some of my weight loss can probably be attributed to a lack of appetite. Plus I was pretty sick last week and did not eat much then either. I think that weight loss just kicked in. So don't try to lose 4 lbs in a week like me. I have not gone about it in the healthiest of ways. :)
For those of you keeping up with my toe saga... currently I can't wear a shoe on the injured foot. I can barely stand for the bandage to touch my wound, meaning my regular exercise routine is out for a while. The pool is out too since I have to keep the wound dry and clean for a few weeks. I am giving myself a few days to recover from all the meds (I was given 3 prescriptions in addition to the shots) then I will plan a new exercise strategy...sit ups or pilates maybe. Not the cardio I need, and it's going to be tough to work around this toe, but I am determined to do something....
20 lbs. lost is a BIG milestone for me, and I don't want my injury to interfere with my progress. I am at a weight I have not seen since we have lived in Georgia. I have officially lost what I call the Tennessee-stress weight (very stressful events prompted our move from TN to GA). After I lose 10 more lbs, I will weigh what I did when I found out I was pregnant with Wilbur. Having lost 20 lbs, 10 seems not as hard as it used to.
For those keeping up with the chronic pain saga, the doctor recanted her statements concerning fybromyalgia. She forgot that she had mentioned anything to me about it the previous week and told me to go back to previous doctor...that he could better advise me. For now, I plan to get through the foot thing, continue to lose weight, and pray about returning to see previous doctor or see a rheumatologist or some other plan that has not yet been made known to us.
Disappointing, yet I know God has a purpose and a grand plan that I cannot comprehend. I am resting in Him, trusting His sovereignty, thankful that His mercies are new each morning.
Here are my prayer requests this week:
- For the pain in my foot to subside, at least enough that I can find some way to exercise. Also for the quick healing of the area where the toe nail should be and the small puncture wound, created when the nail dislodged. It is doubtful I will get a new toenail; there was extensive damage to the cuticle which leads us to believe the nail bed is severely damaged. If the nail returns, it will be a deformed, ugly looking toenail...so I've been told. All of that really means very little to me. My main concern is for the wound to heal over and the new skin to callous so that I can wear shoes and regain full mobility.
- That I will continue to lose weight, or at least maintain what I have lost, even though my physical activity will be limited for a few weeks.
- For wisdom concerning which doctor to see about my chronic pain problems and what testing, if any, to undergo.
- For my two friends who are dieting with me.
- For God to be glorified.
Dawn
Sunday, November 28, 2010
That's So Dawn: Episode Two
I have been waiting for months to publish Episode One of what I imagine will be an on-going series, That's So Dawn. I have already written the introductory post which better explains just how very Dawn I am, but it can't be published without pictures. It just won't make sense without visual aids. Since I killed the camera at Six Flags (you can read about that here in what could easily be titled That's So Dawn: The Prologue), Episode One is woefully stuck in the queue, awaiting the day that pictures will return to my life and this blog.
Well, today brought about one of those unexpected Dawn-like events that's just such good blog fodder that I just can't hold on to it until after I finally get a camera and publish Episode One. I have decided to jump straight to Episode Two (hey, if George Lucas can begin with Episode Four, I think I am within my rights). Besides, this post needs no pictures. Words will suffice.
And trust me...you don't want pictures.
You will thank me later for keeping this one image-free.
I suppose this episode really began a few months ago when I decided to buy a cheap violin. I can hear all you violin teachers out there gasping. Yes, I know. I have learned my lesson. I may not have spent much money on the violin initially, but boy, did I pay for it today.
I took Wilbur's sad, little violin, which stays in tune for all of 6.3 seconds before it needs to be worked on again, out of its case so I could tune it before his practice time. I could not find our pitch pipe anywhere, but joy of all joys, there is a new piano sitting in our classroom. It had just been delivered two days before, and this was my first chance to sit down at it and do something productive. Read: not play chopsticks.
It's not really a new piano, just new to us. A friend of ours gave it to us for free, and it's a very old piano, one of those very tall, very solid uprights, a monster of a thing. Given its age, it is in really good condition, and we only had to pay to have it moved. Again, not much money spent, but boy, did I pay for it.
I sat down at the piano and placed the violin in my lap. I tinkered and fiddled (hee hee) until it was tuned.
Which took approximately 3,042 hours because the pegs on that cheap violin won't stay in place. And I had to reposition the bridge about 283 times. Which means releasing all the tension in the strings and starting the tuning process completely over each time.
Aaaaahhhhhhh!
Once it was finally done, I felt a real sense of accomplishment and, while exclaiming I did it, I jumped up from the stool, hit a slick spot on the hardwood floor (created by all the furniture polish I had used to clean the piano when it arrived), and fell backward, plopping back onto the stool.
I guess it could be said that this was an instance in which pride really did come before the fall.
Thankfully, I didn't hit the floor. On the way back down (you know in that split second between when you start to fall and finally hit your landing, when time seems to slow down and your life flashes before your eyes) I imagined I would hit the stool which would flip out from under me and I would go crashing to the hard floor.
But none of that happened. I just plopped back onto the stool and didn't hit it that hard, either. In fact, initially, I breathed a sigh of relief. Falling and further damaging my back or causing a sciatica flare up is a big fear of mine, and I had avoided that. Phew! I was out-of-the-woods.
Or so I thought.
However, when I slipped, my left foot flew forward and slammed into the bottom of the piano, jamming my toes into the teeny little crack between the piano bottom and the floor.
Instead of being out-of-the-woods, I was stuck smack dab between the woods.
As I freed my foot, all I could feel was pain.
I started screaming.
Michael and the boys came running. Generally, I'm a quiet person so they know when I start screaming, it ain't good. Then, suddenly, I couldn't talk. I couldn't tell them what had happened. Everything was growing fuzzy, and the room was starting to spin. I feared I was about to blackout.
Then I looked down.
My big toe nail was about 90 percent dislocated. I won't be too graphic, but let's just say I gross out easily and seeing my toenail standing on end, saluting me, just about caused me to lose it. I made a mad hobble for the bathroom where I spralled on the floor and placed my head strategically in the tub. I couldn't reach the toilet.
And my college biology professor wanted me to switch my major to pre-med. He thought I would make a good surgeon.
Ha...ha...ha...ha...ha....
I told you, Dr. Fuller, I would pass out in the OR.
Forget that...I would have passed out in A & P class and failed to complete my undergrad work. There's no way I would have even made it to med school.
So I'll just stick to teaching English and music, though it will be a long time before I tune another stringed instrument.
Or play that piano. Just looking at them makes me feel a little light-headed.
Anyway, back to the story... We decided not go to the ER. The toenail was beyond repair, and Michael got to play Operation and remove it for me. Then, I pulled myself together enough to hobble to the bed where I cleaned my wound with iodine and wrapped it in gauze.
Let it be known... that was no easy task. I thought, however, I might pass out if I didn't apply the iodine myself. I had to be able to prepare for the exact second it would hit my exposed flesh.
Gag...bleck...ugh.
I told you that you would be glad there are no pictures.
So here I sit with my big toe bandaged up, unable to wear a shoe or walk or cover my foot with a blanket or wiggle my toe because...OUCH! I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to make sure there's no infection and see what, if any, other treatment is needed.
I have a feeling I will be wearing a flip flop on my left foot for a while, and that it will be a year or two before I have a toenail again, if at all.
I mourned my toenail last night. I actually cried at the thought of it not returning. I wrestled with worries from what will happen to my toe to whether or not I will be able swim or exercise over the next few weeks. I prayed a lot and felt comfort in the reminder that God ordained this. And that He has protected me from so many other, potentially worse injuries. I know this sort of thing is so very Dawn, and if it were not for His constant protection and care, I would be in really bad shape. When I think about it, this injury could have been much worse.
I thanked Him for modern meds...things like anticeptic and tetatnus shots. Without them, I would be in big trouble. Like my friend, a dentist, often says, "When you feel nostalgic about the good-ol' days, think dental care." Think infection and amputation, too.
I have also thought about Romans 12 and 1 Corinthians 12, about how we should exercise our gifts without pride and value all members of the body of Christ. About how our chief duty toward our fellow Christian is love.
A seemingly insignificant member of my body is now missing, and all of me is hurting.
It makes me want to love my fellow Christian all the more, to love the Body of Christ, to faithfully perform my duties and respect and appreciate the duties of others, to be mindful of how all our gifts and works are for the good of the whole...for the glory of the Head of the Body who is Jesus Christ, our Lord.
And that's not something that is naturally so Dawn. It is the work of the Holy Spirit, and I thank God for His presence and His constant working out of my salvation so that even a trivial little injury can be used to further my sanctification.
So each time I look at my big toe, I will be reminded to pray for the Body of Christ. By God's grace, may we be united and strong so that we may serve Him with gladness and bring Him much glory.
Happy Serving...
Dawn
Well, today brought about one of those unexpected Dawn-like events that's just such good blog fodder that I just can't hold on to it until after I finally get a camera and publish Episode One. I have decided to jump straight to Episode Two (hey, if George Lucas can begin with Episode Four, I think I am within my rights). Besides, this post needs no pictures. Words will suffice.
And trust me...you don't want pictures.
You will thank me later for keeping this one image-free.
I suppose this episode really began a few months ago when I decided to buy a cheap violin. I can hear all you violin teachers out there gasping. Yes, I know. I have learned my lesson. I may not have spent much money on the violin initially, but boy, did I pay for it today.
I took Wilbur's sad, little violin, which stays in tune for all of 6.3 seconds before it needs to be worked on again, out of its case so I could tune it before his practice time. I could not find our pitch pipe anywhere, but joy of all joys, there is a new piano sitting in our classroom. It had just been delivered two days before, and this was my first chance to sit down at it and do something productive. Read: not play chopsticks.
It's not really a new piano, just new to us. A friend of ours gave it to us for free, and it's a very old piano, one of those very tall, very solid uprights, a monster of a thing. Given its age, it is in really good condition, and we only had to pay to have it moved. Again, not much money spent, but boy, did I pay for it.
I sat down at the piano and placed the violin in my lap. I tinkered and fiddled (hee hee) until it was tuned.
Which took approximately 3,042 hours because the pegs on that cheap violin won't stay in place. And I had to reposition the bridge about 283 times. Which means releasing all the tension in the strings and starting the tuning process completely over each time.
Aaaaahhhhhhh!
Once it was finally done, I felt a real sense of accomplishment and, while exclaiming I did it, I jumped up from the stool, hit a slick spot on the hardwood floor (created by all the furniture polish I had used to clean the piano when it arrived), and fell backward, plopping back onto the stool.
I guess it could be said that this was an instance in which pride really did come before the fall.
Thankfully, I didn't hit the floor. On the way back down (you know in that split second between when you start to fall and finally hit your landing, when time seems to slow down and your life flashes before your eyes) I imagined I would hit the stool which would flip out from under me and I would go crashing to the hard floor.
But none of that happened. I just plopped back onto the stool and didn't hit it that hard, either. In fact, initially, I breathed a sigh of relief. Falling and further damaging my back or causing a sciatica flare up is a big fear of mine, and I had avoided that. Phew! I was out-of-the-woods.
Or so I thought.
However, when I slipped, my left foot flew forward and slammed into the bottom of the piano, jamming my toes into the teeny little crack between the piano bottom and the floor.
Instead of being out-of-the-woods, I was stuck smack dab between the woods.
As I freed my foot, all I could feel was pain.
I started screaming.
Michael and the boys came running. Generally, I'm a quiet person so they know when I start screaming, it ain't good. Then, suddenly, I couldn't talk. I couldn't tell them what had happened. Everything was growing fuzzy, and the room was starting to spin. I feared I was about to blackout.
Then I looked down.
My big toe nail was about 90 percent dislocated. I won't be too graphic, but let's just say I gross out easily and seeing my toenail standing on end, saluting me, just about caused me to lose it. I made a mad hobble for the bathroom where I spralled on the floor and placed my head strategically in the tub. I couldn't reach the toilet.
And my college biology professor wanted me to switch my major to pre-med. He thought I would make a good surgeon.
Ha...ha...ha...ha...ha....
I told you, Dr. Fuller, I would pass out in the OR.
Forget that...I would have passed out in A & P class and failed to complete my undergrad work. There's no way I would have even made it to med school.
So I'll just stick to teaching English and music, though it will be a long time before I tune another stringed instrument.
Or play that piano. Just looking at them makes me feel a little light-headed.
Anyway, back to the story... We decided not go to the ER. The toenail was beyond repair, and Michael got to play Operation and remove it for me. Then, I pulled myself together enough to hobble to the bed where I cleaned my wound with iodine and wrapped it in gauze.
Let it be known... that was no easy task. I thought, however, I might pass out if I didn't apply the iodine myself. I had to be able to prepare for the exact second it would hit my exposed flesh.
Gag...bleck...ugh.
I told you that you would be glad there are no pictures.
So here I sit with my big toe bandaged up, unable to wear a shoe or walk or cover my foot with a blanket or wiggle my toe because...OUCH! I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to make sure there's no infection and see what, if any, other treatment is needed.
I have a feeling I will be wearing a flip flop on my left foot for a while, and that it will be a year or two before I have a toenail again, if at all.
I mourned my toenail last night. I actually cried at the thought of it not returning. I wrestled with worries from what will happen to my toe to whether or not I will be able swim or exercise over the next few weeks. I prayed a lot and felt comfort in the reminder that God ordained this. And that He has protected me from so many other, potentially worse injuries. I know this sort of thing is so very Dawn, and if it were not for His constant protection and care, I would be in really bad shape. When I think about it, this injury could have been much worse.
I thanked Him for modern meds...things like anticeptic and tetatnus shots. Without them, I would be in big trouble. Like my friend, a dentist, often says, "When you feel nostalgic about the good-ol' days, think dental care." Think infection and amputation, too.
I have also thought about Romans 12 and 1 Corinthians 12, about how we should exercise our gifts without pride and value all members of the body of Christ. About how our chief duty toward our fellow Christian is love.
A seemingly insignificant member of my body is now missing, and all of me is hurting.
It makes me want to love my fellow Christian all the more, to love the Body of Christ, to faithfully perform my duties and respect and appreciate the duties of others, to be mindful of how all our gifts and works are for the good of the whole...for the glory of the Head of the Body who is Jesus Christ, our Lord.
And that's not something that is naturally so Dawn. It is the work of the Holy Spirit, and I thank God for His presence and His constant working out of my salvation so that even a trivial little injury can be used to further my sanctification.
So each time I look at my big toe, I will be reminded to pray for the Body of Christ. By God's grace, may we be united and strong so that we may serve Him with gladness and bring Him much glory.
Happy Serving...
Dawn
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Thanksgiving List
The holiday season is upon us, and it seems that many lists accompany these special days...menus, shopping lists, to-do lists, guest lists, wish lists....
The most important list of all, however, should be the list we make today as we stop, reflect and give thanks for all God has done for us. From the seemingly more grand things to the smallest details of the daily grind, all things are the work of His providence for His glory and our good. Today is a day to revel in the glory of God and thank Him for all things great and small.
Here is just a small list of what I am most thankful for this year....
Happy Thanksgiving!
Dawn
The most important list of all, however, should be the list we make today as we stop, reflect and give thanks for all God has done for us. From the seemingly more grand things to the smallest details of the daily grind, all things are the work of His providence for His glory and our good. Today is a day to revel in the glory of God and thank Him for all things great and small.
Here is just a small list of what I am most thankful for this year....
- For God adopting me into His family by grace through faith in Jesus Christ
- For the indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit
- For the Holy Bible, available to me in my native language that I may know God and grow in grace
- For my church and its leadership; for their faithfulness to the Word of God; for the conviction and encouragement in the preaching and teaching; for the edifying fellowship; for the joy, unity, and love God has given us as a local body
- For my husband who, imperfect as he is, strives to love me as Christ loves the Church; for how he works hard to provide for us; for his faithfulness and kindness; for how he helps me when I ache; for the laughter and fun he brings to our home.
- For Orville who keeps me on my toes (and on my knees) but who loves me with the deepest, most unconditional love I have ever known (other than God's love) and that every hug and kiss from him reminds me how blessed I am to be a mom; for how smart he is and for his natural-born leader ways; for the hope of a son who will grow to be a godly man and serve the Lord all his days
- For Wilbur who brings energy, joy and life to our home; for his artistic abilities; for his kindness and cuteness and all the smiles he puts on Michael's and my faces; for how he still likes to cuddle and makes me feel happy and at ease; for how he loves his brother (and his brother loves him), that God has blessed us with children who are friends; for the hope of TWO sons who will grow to be godly men and serve the Lord all their days... for a woman who was once told she would likely not have children, TWO is an awfully big number!
- For my mom and her recovery from knee surgery, that she is able to walk again, though slowly and with a walker; for her help and friendship; for how she is always Mom and Grandma first even though her life is wrought with pain and discomfort
- For my dad who chose to move to GA so he and Mom could live near us again; for the ways he has helped Michael and me over the years; for the way he loves the boys and steps up to be a role model and friend to them; for how he supports Michael and me in our discipline and training of them and always backs us up
- For my parents-in-law who raised my husband to be the man I like so much; for their constant prayers for us; for their help and support that comes from across many miles
- For my brother-in-law and his wife and children; for their willingness to host our extended family at Christmas each year and their hospitality toward us
- For my sister-in-law and her fiance, Tim; for the faith God has given her to persevere through a difficult, but Biblical, divorce; for the provision of a godly man who loves her and her children and wants to provide them a loving, Christian home
- For my irl friends who are like brothers and sisters to me, who understand my issues with chronic pain, even though doctors don't seem to; for the love, help and support they offer; for the joy they bring to my life through fellowship, help and prayer
- For my long-time friends whom I am able to stay in touch with through the internet
- For Dan and Heather, long-time friends, who continue to grow in grace and serve the Lord with gladness despite very trying circumstances
- For their daughter, Kae-Kae, and how God is working in her life, providing doctors and medicines to help with health issues and the grace to face each associated trial
- For "cousin" Sallie who loves us very much and demonstrates it by always remembering our birthdays and offering good advice
- For my bloggy friends who offer me so much encouragement, particularly in recent weeks with my diet
- For how blogging has reunited me with some friends, like Heather and Kathleen, given me something to share with irl friends, like Molly, and introduced me to some really great new friends, like Kellie and Celee
- For the homeschool association and being able to serve them this year; for the opportunities this group provides for our family; for the friendships it deepens; I love you all!
- For my Korean students and their families; I could write an entire post about them and how much I love them and what a blessing they are to me....
- For the doctor saying the word "fibromyalgia" earlier this week and for the hope of a diagnosis
- For the grace God gives me each day to live with chronic pain
- For the forgiveness He gives when I don't live with that pain as graciously as I should
- For the promise that all things work together for good for those who are called according to His purpose and that my suffering is not in vain; for the joy and comfort of knowing that suffering can glorify Him; for the humbling and sanctifying effects of chronic pain; for the hope of a resurrection body and eternity with Jesus Christ!
Happy Thanksgiving!
Dawn
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